The Unexplainable Beat
I don’t know why I bother trying
Striving to pin thoughts against
The wall of words falling
Pouring pure down
Looking to digest the string of life
Shining light on the already too bright
I don’t know why I bother trying
When the truest thoughts seem
So inwardly out of reach
Their essence passes words by
Thought patterns of life aligning
Without the faintest notion of desire
Passing with a drumming force
The driving beat
I don’t know why I bother trying
When it’s the invisible heartbeat
The rhythmic inner driving life force
Stringing this whole messy existence
Scarily to raw too touch together
The world of beauty idling underneath
I don’t know why I bother trying
Pigeonholing the sonic spontaneity
The jumping jack flash of rabbit
Attaching words to truth
Inevitably aims to lessen
To bring judgement and consumption
I don’t know why I bother trying
When much greater men and women
Have headed down this dark
And blind path for centuries
Sliding words in front of
The begging question
And for the greatest part
Just scratching the surface
I don’t know why I bother trying
When the feeling of knowing your
Being real and righteous alive
Is so right there yet so untouchable
We know only through feeling
Without the unexplainable beat
The mind becomes weakened
Achieving only through thought
I know why I bother trying
Because without trying
I stand to lose the tiny tunnel
The little glowing spark separating
All that I desperately despise
With all that I feel to be real
In the realm far away
The back of the room feeling
That all this living means something
Bigger than I, bigger than words,
Bigger than the biggest greed
To ever lay its scorched vision
Down upon this fragile earth
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